A Memoir in Progress
™ Jahleeka Morris-Jones
From the housing projects of Dorchester, Boston to Google Finance — a memoir about what it costs to build the life you were supposed to have, and what you have to put down to finally stay in it.
Shine,
Dammit!
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"The light in you was never lost. Survival buried it. Healing is the practice of uncovering it — not once, but every day, for the rest of your life."
— Shine, Dammit!™
About the Author
Jahleeka Morris-Jones grew up in the housing projects of Dorchester, Boston. Both parents were incarcerated at points in her childhood. At nine years old, she lied to a social worker to keep her siblings together — and didn't stop running until she was forty, sitting in a car on the 405, finally naming what she'd been carrying.
She is a finance professional at Google, a former professional dancer on BET, FOX, and VH1, a proud member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority, Inc., the founder of Softer Touch mentoring organization, and the author of Shine, Dammit! — a memoir about what survival mode costs and what healing actually looks like when you do it for real.
She holds a Master's degree from the University of Southern California. She lives in Hidden Hills, California with her husband TJ and their children Myjoi and Khari.
Shine,
Dammit!
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The Book
From the streets of Dorchester to the heights of Google Finance — Shine, Dammit! is a raw, unflinching memoir about what it means to be shaped by survival and then have to figure out how to put it down.
Written across 23 chapters anchored by Kendrick Lamar's discography, it moves through mentality, code switching, love(less)ness, guilt, the burden of Black motherhood, forgiveness of parents who were trying to survive themselves — and finally, the daily practice of healing.
For readers of Finding Me by Viola Davis, Becoming by Michelle Obama, and Heavy by Kiese Laymon.
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A personal essay read aloud, then lived in. Not an interview show — just Jahleeka, her stories, and the questions she's sitting with. 25–35 minutes. New episodes every two weeks.
Why I Built This Show
The social worker couch. The 405 confession. Why the gap between those two realities is the entire show.
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What hypervigilance looks like once you have a career and a mortgage and it no longer makes sense.
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I submitted a job application as "Julie." Got a callback in seven days. That's the whole chapter.
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What grows in the absence of a template for love. And what it takes to build one as an adult.
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The full arc. The letter to the nine-year-old on the couch. The mUse poem read aloud.
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Sabotage. The Burden. Acceptance. Guilt. My Mother, My Heart. Subscribe wherever you listen.
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Shine, Dammit! is currently in the final stages of revision ahead of submission to literary agents. The waitlist is not a pre-order yet — but it is the list I will contact first when the official pre-order goes live, when the book deal closes, and when the launch date is announced.
Waitlist members also get early access to bonus content from the manuscript — chapters and scenes that expand what's in the podcast episodes.
"For readers of Finding Me, Becoming, and Heavy — and for anyone who survived something that was never supposed to break them."
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